I want to say something

I want to say something
I’ve got so much on my mind
But these thoughts don’t have the words to speak that do not sound like lies
They sound like my delusions
Like confusion with life itself
Aloud they sound like I have fallen off my lucid shelf
But I do not think that decent
I do not think that kind
So anger brews ‘cause I can’t use the words that hound my mind
So now they sound disjointed
Unstable, unamused
They in my head make perfect sense while out they make a fool

Tomos James